I live in the past 
I can't move on beyond the pain 
I feel no release 
I want to find my peace of mind 

My fear (loser) - it's holding me stillborn 
My fear [bad word] on) - I'll never be again 
(don't fear) 

You stole the innocence 
From a child to be no more 
Blinded by the silence 
Afraid to ever speak a word 

Thinking on the times of my demise and I wish it 
wasn't me the victimized 
and I don't know really can't see how I really 
couldn't kill the [bad word] who violated me