For so long I have waited, for this sense of urgency. For as long as I can remember, I've always been the type of person to just give in. 

I want [bad word] just as fast I came in. I want to have the chance to flee the scene and to find peace. Oh, it’s so hard to find relief, with this excess sensitivity to the crimes that have [bad word] to others, not only me. 

How long must I wait, ‘til I’m at peace again? And how long must I wait, ‘til I am whole again? Oh, how long must I wait, ‘til I’m at peace again? And how long must I wait, to see your face again? 
I've got one foot in the present day, and one foot in the grave. 

But, it’s your grace that gives us the second chances that we don't deserve, and that we take for granted.