This is something I will never have 
And this is where I stand 
My hope’s chosen the long way home 
Yet my faith keeps urging me on 
Belief and my reality is 
Fading in front of me 

Day or night it’s every move I make 
Searching for myself in this 
Haunts every turn I take 
And who I’ll always be 
This is who I’ll always be 

There’s no one to assign it to, so it's all misused 
These premonitions of a lost ambition 
There’s no one to appoint it for 

These things [bad word] 
Over night 
Now I see the worlds 
Wasted lust to succeed 
[bad word] heart 
That will never seem at ease 
With aspirations that might never 
Find their peace 

Endurance in my backbone 
It’s always so predictable 
Growing until it’s 
All I know 
Waiting on something to [bad word] blow my mind 
And when I get there I know that I will really feel alive 
I’ll feel alive 

This endurance in 
An earnest light 
Seeking those 
That are striving to see the same, thing 
I need to pick myself back up again 
But after all 
I’ll always be 
So appalled 

Discontent and unfulfilled 
Is how this story unfolds 
This is the only thing that really moves me 
So fear will not slow me down 

These things [bad word] 
Over night 
Now I see the worlds 
Wasted lust to succeed 
[bad word] heart 
That will never seem at ease 
With aspirations that might 
Never find their peace