i couldn't listen to my heart 
my heart is dead, my heart is dead 
i couldn't hear your cries for help 
i continued to [bad word] instead 

i couldn't open up my arms 
my strength is weak, my body's numb 
you fell victim to my charms 
you couldn't see what i've [bad word] 

i'm the devil in disguise 
i'm your waking dreams of death 
i'm the killer of your soul 
i'm your last intake of breath 
i'm the voices in your head 
i'm the bearer of the cross 
i'm the angel fallen down 
i'm the one who [bad word] lost 

i couldn't listen to your pleas 
i couldn't stand to let you go 
you had no choice of this disease 
i led you further down below 

i couldn't see the way i was 
my eyes are dead unto all 
you opened up my wounds and flaws 
just in time to see my fall