The sun kisses the windowsill and I am still

On my second cup of pity me

It's been a long night chasing ghosts but at the most

It's been [bad word] awakening

That all too late I finally see

That it's
 [bad word] 

My loss, my lonely

My mistake, mine only

Mine all, mine all mine

And it's my bad, my broken

All my should have's left unspoken

Mine all, mine all mine

I drove you to the edge of the map and after that

I pushed you off just to watch you fall

You never were the bounce back kind

But boy this time you've proven me wrong after all

Now I'm the one who's gonna crawl

'Cause it's

repeat [bad word] 
Always thought I'd get to sorry

But the chance [bad word] and gone

So if it finds it's way back in

I'll hold on hold on hold on

My loss, my lonely

My mistake, mine only

Mine all, mine all, mine all mine