I think I just forgot 
To pick up the shells 
From my recent discharge 
And you took the blame 
Explanations falter 
To ears fallen deaf 
Wherever I go I get lost 

reference to something 
That both of us knew 
nothing that favours the few 
In the darkness electric we see 
That silence has spoken tonight 

I think I have lost my language 
Whatever I said I deny 
I think I have lost my way 
Whatever was missing is gone 

I let my focus shift 

Your face is a map
I fail to discover
Drowing the sound
So lost in the order 
It's the look that stayed my words
The unblinking knowledge 
Interlocked and holding
No stalemate to break 
Take hold of the flame that unites 
In the silence that speaks to me now 

I think I have lost my language 
Whatever I said I deny 
I think I have lost my way 
Whatever was missing is gone 

I let my focus shift 

I [bad word] to find the words
That negate my meaning 
I fail [bad word] 
What message is given 

I decline the steady hand
That leads to rejection 
Tempted by the closure
With no sense of pride 
Drown the fury and swallow the fire 
Drown the fury 
Swallow the fire 

I think I have lost my language 
Whatever I said I deny 
I think I have lost my way 
Whatever was missing is gone 

I let my focus shift