I depend on the powers of my inner self 
Alone in the darkness tasting the shame 
The world falls down on me 
And everything is pain 

My, beauty, soul’s no longer burning 
Despite my lies never harmed 
Now on the cross no longer bleeding 
It's time for me to go home 

I'm losing strength my mind gets weaker 
My will to live is blown away 
My will to rise instead of being thrown down 
Is what scares me most 

My, beauty, soul’s no longer burning 
Despite my lies never harmed 
Now on the cross no longer bleeding 
It's time for me to go home 

They always follow inside me 
Just to bring me fear (just to bring me fear) 
They scare my weak sense to death 
And lead my thoughts to the other side 

As my mind is turning to ashes 
The preachers hand will lead the way 
Just face it life ain't fair 
And I'm tired not finding the [bad word] 
Will It be forever guilt 
That fuels my forever 
If so I'll [bad word] death 
And I'll finally be free 

My beauty souls no longer burning... 
Now on the cross no longer bleeding 
It's time for me to go home 

They always follow inside me 
Just to bring me fear (just to bring me fear) 
They scare my weak sense to death 
And lead my thoughts to the other side 

As my mind is turning to ashes 
The preachers hand will lead the way 
Just face it life ain't fear 
And I'm tired not finding the [bad word] 
Will It be forever guilt 
That fuels my forever 
If so I'll [bad word] death 
And I'll finally be free 

As my mind is turning to ashes 
The preachers hand will lead the way 
Just face it life ain't fear 
And I'm tired not finding the [bad word] 
Will It be forever guilt 
That fuels my forever 
If so I'll [bad word] death 
And I'll finally be free