there are people who i [bad word] 
and there are people who [bad word] me 
and i don't know why 
they're choosing to confide 
in someone who will talk about anything 

there are people who i miss 
there are people miss me 
and i don't know why 
they're investing all their time 
into someone with my history 
so now i'm numb 
and it's because 
of everything 

my eyes are tired 
my body's tired 
of waking up and still being me