So much pressure around me.
 [bad word] a shadow of whom i wish i`d be.
 Part of what remained inside, now feels lost .
 vision entrapped in pain .

 face without expression, relentless and remorseful.
 Blaming all but himself for falling in despair .

 I decided to turn my back.
 Try a different approach.
 Since everything that`s touched is bound to turn to dust .

 [bad word] no further trial.
 Not a glimpse of should have been.
 Only the promised years [bad word] 
 And with that my transgression [bad word] to an end .

 So little movement within me.
 shadow i've [bad word] 
 Fall out, now all is lost .
 It`s clear i'm [bad word] .

 face portraits depression , emotionless but thankful features that show:
 When one loses, there is everything to gain .
 Free fall!

 Failure above me circulates!

 Dented pride encouraged and my broken spirit leads the way .
 [bad word] 
 I tend to give up more and more each day.