If you can hear this
    don't assume that I'm talking to you
    Yesterday everything I thought I believed in died
    but today is my birthday,
    today is my birthday
    I don't need you,
    I'll say it to myself
    It doesn't mean I won't need somebody
    anyone with half a soul
    will hear this and they'll never leave me
    
    If you don't know what forever feels like
    I'll show you what it feels like without it
    I'll show you what it feels like without it
    
    This time I won't hesitate
    to kill to protect what I believe in
    This time I won't hesitate
    to kill to protect what I believe in
    
    I can get by now
    I'm not really dead
    but I really needed someone to save me
    leaving me alone to die
    is worse than having the guts to kill me
    
    If you don't know what forever feels like
    I'll show you what it feels like without it
    I'll show you what it feels like without it
    
    This time I won't hesitate
    to kill to protect what I believe in
    This time I won't hesitate
    to kill to protect what I believe in
    
    Not letting you win
    won't satisfy me
    I'll teach you about loss