The [bad word] Beneath the Rose

Give me strength to face the [bad word]  the doubt within my soul.
No longer I can justify the bloodshed in His name.
Is it a sin to seek the [bad word]  the [bad word] beneath the rose?
Pray with me so I will find the gate to Heaven's door.

I believed it would justify the means
It had a hold over me.

Blinded to see the [bad word] of the beast
It is the darker side of me.
(Forgive me my sins)
The veil of my dreams deceived all I have seen.
Forgive me for what I have been
Forgive me my sins!

Pray for me 'cause I have lost my faith in holy wars.
Is paradise denied to me 'cause I can't take no more?
Has darkness taken over me, consumed my mortal soul?
All my virtues sacrificed, can Heaven be so [bad word] 

I believed it would justify the means
It had a hold over me.

(Forgive me my sins)
Blinded to see the [bad word] of the beast
It is the darker side of me.
(Forgive me my sins)
The veil of my dreams deceived all I have seen.
Forgive me for what I have been
Forgive me my sins!

I'm hoping, I'm praying
I won't get lost between two worlds,
For all I have seen the [bad word] lies in between.
Give me the strength to face the wrong that I have done
Now that I know the darkest side of me.

How can blood be our salvation
And justify the pain that we have caused throughout the times?
Will I learn what's [bad word] sacred?
Will I redeem my soul?
Will [bad word] set me free?

(Forgive me my sins)
Blinded to see the [bad word] of the beast
It is the darker side of me.
(Forgive me my sins)
The veil of my dreams deceived all I have seen.
Forgive me for what I have been
Forgive me my sins!