The wages of sin
Hold my heart hostage
My mouth is still [bad word] 
My skin is bondage
My body is scarred
From lyrics I've carved
 [bad word] I've healed
Lips that I've starved
Wounds I've replaced
With love and with hate
The [bad word] set me free
But my [bad word] was raped
I've broken my scilence
Lied to myself
Spoken in violence
Been someone else
Screamed at my demons
Prayed to my god
Begged for forgiveness
My hands is still hot