You knew I wouldn't go
That's why you threatened me
Would I stay?
Said I was sick, and I'd be alone
Said my mind was not my own
I didn't learn...
You crawled up on your knees
victim's pretty-please
Would I stay?
Would I stay?
And I stayed...

(How many more times)
How many more times
Till I broke down
From that guilty mess?
(How many more times)
You taught me to hate to love you
That's because you love to hate yourself

I wish it had a happy end
Like the fairy tales pretend
There can be
But things are not the same
When your life love was a game
Of make-believe
You've got everything you want
But not everything you need
And it's [bad word] ..
You receive
What you achieve

(How many more times)
How many screaming fights (screaming fights)
Tears of rage
Until it ended?
(How many more times)
How many more times
Till I say who I am
And don't pretend?

(How many more times)
How many more times
Till I broke out
Of that guilty mess?
(How many more times)
How many more times
Till I say who I am
And don't pretend?