I’m not alright, I can’t fight  
I’ve surrendered to myself  
With my head in my hands  
Wishing I were someone else  
Keep searching the mirror  
I tell the girl we’ll be alright  
She smiles back at me  
She says we’re deaf and dumb and blind  
We’re chasing rainbows in our sleep  
Looking for something real to keep  
Trying to find a reason to wait for you  
Cause you’re not in love  
But I keep pretending  
You’re not just spending time  
And it feels like waiting  
In an everlasting night  
Going crazy I know I  
Could never be your girl  
Cause you’re in another world  
So you take what you want and  
You leave the rest of me in pain  
I’m trying to read the signs  
I still don’t know what they mean  
You leave me breathless then you’re gone  
Trying to find a reason to wait for you  
Cause you’re not in love  
But I keep pretending  
You’re not just spending time  
And it feels like waiting  
In an everlasting night  
Going crazy I know I  
Could never be your girl  
Cause you’re in another world  
Baby, you seem to take more then you give  
So I find it hard to live like  
This in this lonely zone  
And I’m lost trying to hold on to you  
Never had reason o feel what I do  
Cause you’re not in love  
But I keep pretending  
That you’re not just spending time  
And itfeels like waiting  
In an everlasting night  
Going crazy I know I  
Could never be your girl  
You’re in another world  
So I’m alright  
I won’t fight  
I’ve surrendered to myself