there is [bad word] in longing for 
something that's gone forever 
it shows how much that something meant to you 
when it was here 

to a person who claims 
to never having had anything 
they can be confronted by 
the empty space where something once was 

I could only remember feeling so bad 
when the present time was passing by 
looking back now I realise 
that the best and worst times in my life 
could coincide 

my greatest achievement is also my greatest loss 
the best thing I ever had is forever gone 

it is a dark and fulfilling feeling of [bad word] 
to reminisce and feel the opposite of anticipation 

it is a talent of the soul 
to discover the joys in pain 
thinking of moments you long for 
knowing you'll never have them again 

a moment of euphoria 
inspired by a photograph from that summer 
I remember how we hated everything 
and in that we managed to [bad word] in each other 

those days are gone, my heart goes on 
I long for the way it used to be 
when [bad word] it will return 
that feeling will [bad word] again 
 [bad word] on strong and so fast 
but you know that it won't last 
it's just the hauntings of 
the ghosts of summer's past 

and though they are far behind me 
I can still hear them calling 
as if they were right beside me 
tempting [bad word] in longing