Hear these words
This voice speaks the [bad word] 
overwrought, breathless
simply can't keep it all inside
 [bad word] is always bitter to taste
it always hurts
through the thorns to the stars
falling and rising
weird to live.
I will be there and at the same time, i won't,
and you rejoice this life
I am a shadow
Dying inside
discreetly and quietly
salvation from the pain,
an acid burns everything inside of me
 [bad word] 
hundreds of people will die
but it doesn't matter,
cause they are not to be remembered,
they are not wanted
take time
but you don't understand,
what it means, how it feels.
everything matters.
but you should not be afraid
I will not log in to your sweet world
and won't destroy it.
I'm still alive
and won't allow ourselves to fall so low
road is one, we are different
hope is lost for me and you
we are together - no,
be happy, and please don`t hurt us anymore