As I woke up one day
I realized that recent years I lived in total agony
Don’t feel the sadness
Don’t feel the pain about those years I lived in total misery
 [bad word] 
Hey...I’ve been trapped in this live for so long
I’ve been waiting for her
Hey...I’ve been waiting for death to [bad word] My [bad word] and only witness

I’m not afraid to choose
Because nothing I can loose except this life I live and want to quit
barrel and a gun
All empty shots but one will be my fate will be my only God
 [bad word] 

Crimson sunset burning
Wheel of fortune turning
Trigger click returning
Will it be the end or will it..