i'm in the thick 
they'll never notice me 
i was taught to earn it 
everything was not meant for settling 
maybe 
they'll contact you 
and maybe 
they'll see you soon 
and maybe it's the [bad word] 
you've consumed everything of no value 
ready to try normal 
flattening tires, push forward 
maybe 
they cut away  [bad word] it 
I never thought 
I would involve pleasures and pain 
with investors approaching me 
money offers 
youthful, thoughtless 
reaching outwards 
taking offers 
giving in 
selling out 
buying in 
surrounded 
under the influence 
i am ready to break silence 
ready for it 
rebuilding fake walls 
ready to choose