Keep holding on
When my brain's tickin' like a bomb,
Guess the black thoughts [bad word] again to get me.
Sweet, bitter words,
Unlike nothing I have heard,
Sing along mocking bird,
You don't affect me.

That's right!
Deliverance of my heart,
Please strike!
Be deliberate.

Wait! [bad word] undone.
I rate! [bad word] undone.
Too late! [bad word] undone.
One looks so strong,
So delicate.
Wait!
I'm starting to suffocate!
And soon I anticipate! [bad word] undone.
One looks so strong,
So delicate.

Choke, choke again,
I thought my demons were my friends,
Getting me in the end,
They're out to get me.

Since I was young
I've tasted sorrow on my tongue,
And this sweet, sugar gun
Does not protect me.

That's right!
Trigger between my eyes,
Please strike,
Make it quick now.

Wait! [bad word] undone.
I rate! [bad word] undone.
Too late! [bad word] undone.
One looks so strong,
So delicate.
Wait!
I'm starting to suffocate!
And soon I anticipate! [bad word] undone.
One looks so strong,
So delicate.

I'm trying to hold it together,
Head is lighter than a feather,
Looks like I'm not getting better,
Not getting better!

Wait! [bad word] undone.
I rate! [bad word] undone.
Too late! [bad word] undone.
One looks so strong,
So delicate.
Wait!
I'm starting to suffocate!
And soon I anticipate! [bad word] undone.
One looks so strong,
So delicate.