Over a thousand times you wrote the words “I love you”
In every corner of my heart and now [bad word] and
You leave me like the wife of Mangbusuk^ and like dust in a corner of a room,
You push me aside and you say, let’s break up
And without even knowing, I slap you across the cheek and
I shook off the ground that held on to my feet and walked for a long time and promised to myself
I will never put you by my side ever again
All the efforts I did to protect you till now
I cut them all up and throw them into the racing cars
With laughter mixed with tears, [bad word] up with this faith that I will be better off than you, into that deep darkness

* I’m not really laughing
I’m not really walking
In your memories I shed tears and wait for you
I’m not really laughing
I’m not really walking
In your memories I shed tears and wait for you

couple of days pass and like a lonely street in late autumn,
Like a fisherman who sits alone by the water, I’m exhausted by lonliness and waiting
I chain smoke and cough endlessly and I crazily go into the memories
With your cute voice, I [bad word] like a bent tree branch
I was embraced in her arms and expanded in a sweet dream
You joked that you will forever cling onto me
Wherever we went, whoever we met, it was always us two
So it was always joyful and we were always happy
It was like that but now, she’s not by my side
I walk this night street with lonliness once again

In my heart that let you go [bad word] up and shake me and hurt me
In my two eyes that let you go [bad word] to me again

I want to forget you, I want to forget you
No matter how much I shout out, it doesn’t work
I regret because I couldn’t take care of you
I want to forget you, I want to forget you
No matter how much I shout out, it doesn’t work
I go crazy with the memory of you laughing

* repeat

With the pain of not having you, I shed tears and blow my nose
I want to be a man and just laugh but
I can’t fix the habit of [bad word] blank every moment
I want to be a man and just laugh but
I want to be a man and just laugh but it’s so hard to take a spoonful of food and put it in my mouth
Even the laughter of my friends who try [bad word] me,
Turn into marbles of sadness in my eyes
I try to laugh but I can’t and I go some place far away

* repeat