Once you said you'd stick to it until the end
I guess you lied, they call it suicide
Now you're gone
What was so wrong that you couldn't find a way to carry on?

Second guess
Did I do my best?
There was a friend I had

Johnny was a weirdo
So what did you expect?
I ain't no [bad word] hero
I'm just trying to survive myself

I should have known you went through it alone
I wonder why did you even try?
You could [bad word] to me
I would have helped you see
You could have found a way to carry on

Second guess
Did I do my best?
There was a friend I had...

Johnny was a weirdo
So what did you expect?
I ain't no [bad word] hero
I'm just trying to survive myself

Johnny's strange behavior was a tip-off, they say
But I ain't no [bad word] savior
I'm just living day by day

Little things, little lives hanging 'til the end
I say it don't really mean nothing
Telling [bad word]  telling lies
I used to have a friend
I say it don't really mean nothing
And I can't let this feeling go
Let this feeling go
Let this feeling go

Once you said you'd stick to it until the end
I guess you lied, they call it suicide
Now you're gone
What was so wrong that you couldn't find a way to carry on?

Second guess
Did I do my best?
There was a friend I had

Johnny was a weirdo
So what did you expect?
I ain't no [bad word] hero
I'm just trying to survive myself

Johnny's strange behavior was a tip-off, they say
But I ain't no [bad word] savior
I'm just living day by day