I've gone through life pretending
That time will change the ending
I've gone through life pretending
That time will change the ending

Peace to the God, pour out a little liquor
'Shame On [bad word] #39;, I heard the reaper done came to get ya
So I done copped a fifth of Vodka and in your honor
I've grown this fetish for loose ladies and baby mommas

Some say it's bad karma, what you do, man, [bad word] back on ya
Music got us up off them crack corners
Now I'ma swallow this whole bottle for Ol' Dirty
 [bad word]  it's hurts me, I hate it when brother's go early

I've gone through life pretending
That time will change the ending
I've gone through life pretending
That time will change the ending

Word to my son, he gon' remember [bad word] on a statue
In his lab, that resemble you, and what it meant to Wu
Us forming like a family, you just blew
You was the chess piece on the board, that made us look [bad word] 

Watching your pen swish, you love frying king fish
You the pearl in the ocean, I'm up on the land, [bad word] 
Now you moving more prestigious, me, hitting this reefer
I know it's real, guess I slept with the Black Jesus

I've gone through life pretending
That time will change the ending
I've gone through life pretending
That time will change the ending

I became weak when I heard, that his body expired
It was hard for me to believe my brother retired
Suddenly the clock stopped and the room started spinning
How can he walk off the field during the first inning?

I cried like a baby on the way to his place of death
Hate not being there, the minutes before he left
Now I'm in the booth, ten feet from where he lay dead
I think about him on this song and what he might've said

I've gone through life pretending
That time will change the ending
I've gone through life pretending
That time will change the ending

When I first heard the word, I needed air to clear my head
I know you didn't say what I thought you said, my brother's dead
You crazy, another Dirty prank to get the family cranked
Y'all niggas shouldn't play like that, I know how you feel

Lord, but it's real, and I still can't believe
And my heart still grieves the loss, there's no pretending
Ason Unique, loved wine and fine women
We singing on tour, "Ooh baby, we like it raw"

I've gone through life pretending
That time will change the ending
I've gone through life pretending
That time will change the ending

I popped a bottle on your born day, God
Tried hard not to cry, I still can't hide the scar
And I still ask, why to God, analyzing your form
As I stood there beside your mom

And I share the blame, 'cuz you was calling for help, kid
Should've, could've, would've, had the time, I was selfish
I carry on your [bad word]  each day it really hurts me
I really miss [bad word]  hope you forgive me Dirty

I've gone through life pretending
That time will change the ending
I've gone through life pretending
That time will change the ending

These walls I wanna crash and put my fists through
Shout out to Dirty, let the whole world miss you
Reach out and kiss you in your coffin, my heart races
I dropped tears and watch my [bad word] fall from greatness

It's all wasted, flushed down the drain and
Soon as the news hit me, I bust out with pain and
Rivers I cried, my brother just died
I'ma see you, my [bad word]  on the other side

I've gone through life pretending
That time will change the ending
I've gone through life pretending
That time will change the ending

Ah, man, how do I say goodbye?
It's always the good ones that have to die
It's hard to live without you, God, I shouldn't have doubt You
When You said that The Passion of Christ w