Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a fire, fire without a light.
You were there like a blow torch burning,
I was a key that could use a little turning.

So tired that I couldn't even sleep,
So many secrets I couldn't keep.
Promised myself I wouldn't weep,
One more promise I couldn't keep.

It seems no one can help me now,
I'm in too deep there's no way out.
This time I have really led myself astray. [bad word] train never going back.
Wrong way on a one way track.
Seems like I should be getting somewhere,
Somehow I'm neither here nor there.

Can you help me remember how to smile?
Make it all somehow seem worthwhile.
How on earth did I get so jaded?
Life's mystery seems so faded.

I can go where no one else can go,
I know what no one else knows.
Here I am just drownin' in the rain
With a ticket for [bad word] train.

Everything is cut and dry,
Day and night, earth and sky.
Somehow I just dont believe it. [bad word] train never going back.
Wrong way on a one way track.
Seems like I should be getting somewhere.
Somehow I'm neither here nor there.

Bought a ticket for [bad word] train,
Like a madman laughing at the rain.
little out of touch a little insane.
It's just easier than dealing with the pain. [bad word] train never going back.
Wrong way on a one way track.
Seems like I should be getting somewhere.
Somehow I'm neither here nor there. [bad word] train [bad word] [bad word] train tearing up the [bad word] train burning in my [bad word] but it always seems the same.