By very definition
I'm just a time bomb ticking inside
No hope for the hopeless I can
See the pieces all laid out in front of me
No point even asking why
Couldn't help even if you tried
Step aside or you might just be the next contestant
To feel the [bad word] 
Devastation
Obliteration
All to the point of
Exacerbation
There's no explaining my situation
Why does [bad word] keep happening to me?

I’ve held on too long just to let it go now
Will my inner strength get me through it somehow?
Defying the curse that has taken hold
Never surrender
I'll never be [bad word] 
Two times for forgiveness I
Can't seem to do anything right
When its time to rebuild
I see my humble shelter just fall to the ground again
Objective and evil eye
No point to let anyone try
Take heed my friend
Lest you be torn asunder like all that’s [bad word] of me

Decimation
Incineration
Now me I’m the part of their imagination
There's no explaining my situation
Why does this [bad word] keep happening to me?

I’ve held on to long just to let it go now
Will my inner strength get me through it somehow?
Defying the curse that has taken hold
Never surrender
I'll never be [bad word] 
I’ve held on to long just to let it go now
Will my inner strength get me through it somehow?
Defying the curse that has taken hold
Never surrender
I'll never be [bad word] 
I’ve held on to long just to let it go now
Will my inner strength get me through it somehow?
Defying the curse that has taken hold
Never surrender
I'll never be [bad word]