I can't deny myself
The nature of my kind
The constant bitterness
That seems to plague my mind
All the time
The downward spiral of my life
Won't take a turn
I can't control that envious feeling
That still burns

Inside of me
Eternally
Jealousy

You're flawless
Prestigious
And I.N.V.U.
I'm faceless
Ungracious
And I.N.V.U.

Then I see you who got the whole world at your feet
It seems that everything [bad word] down your street so neat
And poor pathetic me stuck in this private [bad word] 
Another dying dream of piles of dollar bills

Apathy
Misery
Bleeding me

 [bad word] 

Whatever feeds me jealousy
It's building up inside of me
It's burning still burning
Another worn out fantasy
Another dream that shouldn't be at all