Here I've been going over reasons
And you keep looking over my shoulder
Hold me now to these promises I haven't made
Time will tell just how much you'll act on what
You’ve said

Either way, my mind's been made up for me
Either way, it's wearing me thin because
Even when, resisting instinctively
Even then, I find myself broken and I'm kneeling
Defeated

I've been exhausted for too long
Wide open, so listen
When you keep charging
This blood has a beat [bad word]  [bad word] out
My blood has a beat [bad word]  [bad word] out
Our blood has a beat [bad word] out

Either way, we're treating this carelessly
Either way, it's wearing me thin because
Even when, resisting instinctively
Even then, I find myself broken and I'm kneeling
Defeated

I'm too exhausted for the long haul
And I'm kneeling defeated