in my bed of black roses
where i dream secrets the back of my eyelids keep

so you wanna believe all the things you ve been told
and all the promises that you won t grow old
in the life made up of strings
being pulled by secret beings
and now i know my falls and fights that brought me here
of things that seem to disappear you can t understand my sane nightmare

in my bed of black roses
where i dream secrets the back of my eyelids keep
in my red scar and [bad word] it s only my beginning
and i have the feeling i ll go
down my own road

everyone still walks with fear in their lives
past the place where these stars go to die
street lights filter through my blinds
knowing life s a real short time
and now i shake the hands of all my old enemies
ignore the threat of bad disease
i choose the road ahead i please

in my bed of black roses
where i dream secrets the back of my eyelids keep
in my red scar and [bad word] it s only my beginning
and i have the feeling i ll go

if this is what she wants
this is where i am
this is where you want
this is where i stand
i stand alone
alone

in my bed of black roses
where i dream secrets the back of my eyelids keep
in my red scar and [bad word] it s only my beginning
and i have the feeling that i ll go 
i ll go down my own road

bed of black roses
where i dream secrets the back of my eyelids keep
in my red scar and [bad word] it s only my beginning
and i have the feeling i ll go 
where ever it is i want to go