embrace the end of august

counting down the hours

my pulse is racing to the freeze of the breeze

always dreading summer's conclusion into autumn's [bad word] 

it begins the swelling of this twisted disease

bone broken, glass smashed

vein is open, skin's slashed

exhausting all solutions to the highest degree

chemicals collide, tainted inside

awoken in the dark by the [bad word] me

a poison chosen, polluting the essence to be

a temporary fix to mask the agony

kill me at once, because that's what it wants

an anxiety increase beyond a person's belief

panic stricken, body sickened

razors deepen, red seeping

i utilize my being for inflicting battery

under the autumn low

misery destroying the beauty of life

under the autumn low

intuition decieved by the threat of homicide

living in chains without the words to explain

existing in the past where only memories remain

focus unclear, a stagnant exercise in fear

without an answer, gut reaction...the end is near

save me