Make up your mind/Catch Me I'm Falling (исполнитель: Next to Normal Musical)
DR. MADDEN Diana it's been 2 weeks and we've yet o break through to the roots of your depression. I'd like to try something new today. Sometimes when these stories are hard to tell hypnosis can be helpful. DIANA I don't think I could be hypnotized, I mean it's fine, I'm just not the type. DR. MADDEN Put your feet on the floor. And your hands in your lap. Now breathe. (sung) Walk with me Walk with me DIANA (spoken) Ok walking DR. MADDEN Go all the way the down Down a long flight of stairs DIANA (spoken) Stairs? DR.MADDEN Go step by step into the darkness down there DIANA (spoken) Should we turn on a light? You know, with stairs. DR. MADDEN Walk with me, down a hall hall with blue light At the end of there's a door It's a door that you've never laid eyes on Open the door Open the door (spoken) Can you hear me Diana? DIANA Yes. DR. MADDEN Are you nervous? DIANA No DR. MADDEN Good. Now. (sung) Make up your mind to explore yourself Make up your mind you have stories to tell We'll search in your past For what sorrows may last Then make up your mind to be well (spoken) DAN Di, [bad word] home form these sessions in tears. Is this helping? Di? Di? DIANA We were both undergrads, architecture. The baby wasn't planned, neither was the marriage. I had always expected to be too busy but when the baby came it all seemed to make sense until, until DR. MADDEN Until? (sung) DAN He's not here, he's not here Love I know you know DR. MADDEN Make up your mind to live stronger now Make up your mind let the [bad word] be revealed Admit what you've lost and live with the cost At times it does hurt to be healed GABE Catch me I'm falling DR. MADDEN (spoken) If you tell me the story you own it. GABE Catch me I'm falling DR. MADDEN (spoken) If you don't, if you keep it hidden. GABE Faster than anyone should GABE and DIANA Catch me I'm falling DR. MADDEN (spoken) It owns you. GABE and DIANA Please hear me calling DR. MADDEN (spoken) What's your story Diana? GABE and DIANA Catch me I'm falling for good (spoken) HENRY Hey, I'm not supposed to be backstage, but for luck. NATALIE Did you see my parents out there? HENRY Are you ok? NATALIE I'm fine. My dad said they'd both be here. HENRY Then I'm sure they will be. NATALIE Right. DIANA We had Natalie to and I know she knows. I couldn't hold her in the hospital. NATALIE Where the [bad word] are they? DIANA I couldn't let myself hold her. DR. MADDEN That's the first time you've mentioned Natalie in weeks of therapy. NATALIE God. Damnit! (sung) She's not there She's not there She's not there DR. MADDEN Make up your mind you want clarity Take what you know and then make it make sense Just admit what you fear And soon [bad word] clear The visions are just your defense GABE and NATALIE Catch me I'm falling HENRY (spoken) Nat? GABE and NATALIE Catch me I'm falling HENRY (spoken) Are you gonna be ok? GABE and NATALIE Losing myself in the air. And DIANA Catch me I'm Falling HENRY (spoken) Dude. GABE, DIANA and NATALIE Don't leave me crawling Catch me and show me you care NATALIE (spoken) Um thank you [bad word] This is & Invention in C& DR. MADDEN (spoken) Let's try to understand what all this is doing to you, and your family. NATALIE (spoken) [bad word] DR. MADDEN (spoken) Your grief for your son, your distance from Natalie. NAT