I'm such an [bad word] 
God I'm such a stain
I just keep [bad word] up again and again

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I don't believe
I don't believe
That I could be so stupid and so naive
I don't believe
I don't believe
That there is nothing, nothing left for me

You crawled into my mind when you crawled into my bed
Said everyhting I've ever longed to hear
So perfect, so alive, once inside you sucked me dry
You used me up and left me here for dead

 [bad word] 

I crave it desperately, its a cancer eating me
An addiction too intense to be denied
Worthless, I'm a [bad word]  crawling back for more
It's pathetic how I feed off this abuse

 [bad word] 

God I feel so stupid

You told me that you loved me
And I belived you loved me
You swore that you loved me
And I believed, now I know it was a lie
Now I know it was a lie
Now I know it was a lie

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