gave up trying to figure out my head got lost along the way
worn out from giving it up my soul i [bad word] it all away
still stings these shattered nerves
pigs will get what pigs deserve
i'm going all the way down i'm leaving today
 [bad word] come come on you've gotta fill me up [bad word] come gotta let me inside of you [bad word] come come on you're gotta fix me up [bad word] come gotta let me inside of you

still feel it all slipping away but it doesn't matter anymore
everybody's still chipping away but it doesn't matter anymore
look through these blackened eyes
you'll see ten thousand lies
my lips may promise but my heart is a [bad word] 
 [bad word] come come on you've gotta fill me up [bad word] come gotta let me inside of you [bad word] come come on you're gotta fix me up [bad word] come gotta let me get through to you

this isn't meant to last
this is for right now

i know it's all getting away [bad word] to me as no surprise
i know [bad word] to me is never going to arrive
fresh blood through tired skin
new sweat to drown me in
dress up this rotten carcass just to make it look alive

i wish i could put the blame on you

i want you to make me
i want you to take me
i want you to break me
then i want you to throw me away