I wake up from the noise 
that haunts me every day 
it granted me my sleep 
whispering softly in my ear 

the noise is fading out 
so I can hear more clearly 
voices from the past 
and voices from the future 

I've [bad word] through my life 
stumbling over me and you 
forgetting everything I hoped for 
it seemed that I was motionless 
it felt like I stood still forever 
I've [bad word] through my life 
crying tears of fear 
forgetting everything I cared for 
it seemed that I was motionless 
it felt like I could live forever 

noises in my head 
speaking of salvation 
burning kingdoms down 
in merciless [bad word] 

I'm living with the noise 
 [bad word] for ages 
hatred in my heart 
consumes my [bad word] nature