Reveal your source to me
Hold your hands out for me

To withdraw them in time
The reasons [bad word] obscured

These scars in my heart
prove my undying affection
The memories still so fresh
remind me of my infection

Heal not the wounds on me
Let them remind of you

These marks in my mind
provide my eternal damnation
The vile darkest within
directs me to my [bad word] 

Heal not the pain in me
Let it remind of you

To withdraw everything in time
The reasons [bad word] obscured

The [bad word] in my heart
pulls me in to oblivion
The memories, turned to dark,
deny me from salvation

Forever broken [bad word] 
Excuses, lies and deception
The memories turn to dust
and [bad word] is just an illusion, for me!