Tore it up again, I couldn’t stop again 
Letting go till there was nothing in the way 
 [bad word] the feeling then, I cave in again 
Sweet surrender to the angel I deny 
When you came to life I was terrified 
I knew that nothing else would ever feel the same 
Doubt came over me; what kind of father would I be? 
Another time I could stand up and be a man 
To change a face in my life 
Your future and mine 
Time to do what is right 
new beginning 

The world around me died 
When I saw that heartbeat 
I knew it wasn’t a sin 
Can someone tell me why 
This has happened to me? 
Why was it only in death 
Would you redeem my child? 

No serenity within agony 
Every day brings on 
hundred ways to fight 
Constant [bad word] 
I can feel you judging me 
Resurrecting every demon that’s inside 
The priest was horrified 
You [bad word] for the life 
That one desire was 
The dream I sought for yours 
Creeps cripple me, the reaper kidded me 
Left me early for the path [bad word] to adore 
To change a face in my life 
Your future and mine 
Time to do what is right 
new beginning 

The world around me died 
When I saw that heartbeat 
I knew it wasn’t a sin 
Can someone tell me why 
This has happened to me? 
Why was it only in death 
Would you redeem my child? 

My child 

The world around me died 
When I saw that heartbeat 
I knew it wasn’t a sin 
Can someone tell me why 
This has happened to me? 
Why was it only in death 
Would you redeem my child? 

I pray you will redeem my child