never been so real thing 
never been so scared 
I look ahead but I don't see a thing 
inside my head there's something from the past 

my inner cell you wanna see me dead 
everything is so unreal it's in my bed 

I never felt like this 
I don't need that 
I close my eyes 
all I feel is weight and blinding lies that are tearing me apart 

I know nothing scares you 
what a surprise 
instead it changes you and the fear remains the same