Story of my life 
Searching for the right 
But it keeps avoiding me 
Sorrow in my soul 
Cause it seems that wrong 
Really loves [bad word] 

He’s more than a man 
And this is more than love 
The reason that the sky is blue 
But clouds are rolling in 
Because I'm gone again 
And to him I just can't be [bad word] 

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful 
And it kills him inside 
To know that I am happy with some other guy 
I can see him dying 

I don't wanna do this anymore 
I don't wanna be the reason why 
Everytime I walk out the door 
I see him die a little more inside 
I don't wanna hurt him anymore 
I don't wanna take away his life 
I don't wanna be... 

murderer 

I feel it in the air 
As I'm doing my hair 
Preparing for another date 
kiss up on my cheek 
He's here reluctantly 
As if I'm gonna be out late 
I say I won't be long 
Just hanging with the girls 
lie I didn't have to tell 

Because we both know ight as well take a gun and put it to his head 

Get it over