Wasted

My time is wasted
I became nothing
And after all I still ignore
The voice of reason in my head

I know I could've reached for the sun
So high, if only I had tried that [bad word] to the point of no return
From where there is no other way
Then to let myself regret
And not to forget

Of what I [bad word] 

I'm a spineless worm
Left without home
Just a useless piece
Of meat

Now, please, take your seat
And relax a bit
Jester's on a stage
Hey, it's me!

Can we really get what we all deserve?
Should you be a slave or should you be served?

I don't know
You do

Time to make up your mind
Time to leave all doubts behind 

No! I am your sloth, and I've heard enough
Listen to me!
You just need your TV, and your cozy seat
No need [bad word] - hush...

You just need your TV, just need your TV, just need your TV

My time is wasted
I am still nothing
Can you imagine how to live without fantasies and dreams?

I know I could've reached for the sun
But
I'm a spineless worm
Left without home [bad word] to the point of
Point of no return
Point of no return
From where there is no other way

Then to let myself regret
And not to forget

By those... Who did not win the stake!