hate in me

love
you can't define the word
hate
love in [bad word] too late (???)
jealousy
it's in between the two
resentment
something that gels between me and you

cloudhead filled with rain can't
stop the rain
just like
realizing my pain can't
stop my pain

i wish
i wish that i could see
what's going bad with me
and i wish that you could know
know what to do
with love to show
when i think of you
i think of love
and hate of things never to be
what i see in you i see love
and hate in things
i wish could be

just at times
i wish you
could see
love and hate in me

when individuality
cannot exist
it doesn't exist
but not for jealousy
and when consciously
you told me
it doesn't exist
it can never be

hate in me
hate in me

when individuality
cannot exist
it doesn't exist
but not for jealousy
and when consciously
you told me
it doesn't exist
it can never be

anytime
anytime
you recognize it
love in me
could separate pain
when a cloud [bad word] heavy with rain
i can no longer hold the pain

looking
right on you

when individuality
cannot exist
it doesn't exist
but not for jealousy
when consciously
you told me
it doesn't exist
it can never be

hate in me
hate in me
aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh