Standing alone with no direction 
How did I fall so far behind? 
Why am I searching for perfection? 
Knowing it's something I won't find

In my fear and flaws 
I let myself down again 
All because

 [bad word] ] 
 [bad word] 
Till the silence splits me open 
 [bad word] 
Till it puts me underground 
Till I have no breath 
And no roads left but one

When did I lose my sense of purpose? 
Can I regain what's lost inside? 
Why do I feel like I deserve this? 
Why does my pain look like my pride?

In my fear and flaws 
I let myself down again 
All because 
I let myself down 
In my fear and flaws

 [bad word] ] 
 [bad word] 
Till the silence splits me open 
 [bad word] 
Till it puts me underground 
Till I have no breath 
And no roads left but one 
No roads left but one

In my fear and flaws 
I let myself down again 
All because

 [bad word] 
And the silence splits me open 
 [bad word] 
And it puts me underground 
But there's no regret 
And no roads left [bad word]