you say Im not this [bad word] 
an angel waiting in disguise
when [bad word] [bad word] 
this time I swear I'll do it right
from this great distance
I see you in my skin
when all your past is searching
I feel you closing in

what lies in this dark heart waiting
give me time to find my way
what lives have I been wasting
in this line of sight I cannot stay 

I pray im not this image,
but time has left its self behind
when I attempt to settle, 
the moment never feels just right
so I am not this [bad word] 
and still I never show,
the fears that live inside me
only I [bad word] know,

what lies in this dark heart waiting
give me time to find my way
what lives have I been wasting
in this line of sight I cannot stay