I never thought I'd lie
but you don't wanna know
so now there's a divide
though we used to be close
in order to be nice
I'll only show you half
the rest I gotta hide
cause you don't understand

sometimes I say too much

times that I'm with you
I'm really not myself
cause you don't want the [bad word] 
you want someone else

I admit sometimes I say too much
(try to have verbs by getting it )

I never thought I'd lie