I am pride. I am discouragement. 
Self loathing, but egotistical, an ignorant [bad word]  
An average heathen who just waits for their turn to speak. 
Convinced in thinking they know when their end will be.

But I am [bad word] no different and no better. 
Similar skin stretched over similar bone. 
I want answers [bad word] days. 
I want a reason for what was and what will be. 
I try to look to no god, nor any man. 
I see that as weakness at best. 
But in our dire moments we need something to blame. 
We turn to a light we will never see

You need me more than I need you.

I wish that was [bad word]  I wish that was [bad word] 

Faith is humanities answer for the fear they can not face.

fear that we are with out purpose, that we are [bad word] alone.