I am too hard on myself
Success seems out of reach
The more I give up, the more I build doubt [bad word] out of room to breathe
My emotions are my excuses 
And that is no way to live

Why can't I move my body?
Why is it so hard to think?
There is something holding me back
And I just want to be free

Haunted by the fear of failure
I can't face reality
The more I retreat, the more I refuse [bad word] out of faith in me
My emotions are my excuses
And that is no way to live

Why can't I move my body?
Why is it so hard to think?
There is something holding me back
And I just want to be free

My head's stuck in a cloud of uncertainty
I just need a moment of clarity
You only live once, so you better get moving

Why can't I move my body?
Why is it so hard to think?
There is something holding me back
And I just want to be free