[bad word] in my mortal chamber
Begging eyes deceive my strength
Stumbling feet into horizons
Tear - stained cheeks taint my soul 
In cold deceit
In captive secrecy still waiting
For the [bad word] that I can't find
stranger's words in cryptic silence 
My paradise in cold deceit
While my sympathy is dying
I loose belief of who I am 
Victims fatefully united
Imploring now in seclusion
Have you seen through my disguise ? 
In cold deceit
Have you felt my shattered eyes ? 
In cold deceit