so now that i fell like i wanted to
i will try to stay down as long as i can
i will stay here locked up inside

so where were you while i called for you
i have waited for so long for you [bad word] 
i have waited for you to burn me alive

and the more i wanted to [bad word] pure
the dirtier i became
maybe the only way is to get lost in dirt

maybe it's time to close our eyes
stop love and make some war
maybe maybe maybe

why are you so far away?
why am i so far away?
why is my heart that inconvenient
 
so here the space between us
grows
so here the distance between us
grows 

may i close my eyes?
may i stop breathing?
may i close up?
may i stop here?

will you stay till i fall asleep?
will [bad word] till i fall behind?
will you stay till i bleed dry?
will [bad word] till we collide?

 [bad word]  [bad word] thankyoupain