I watch you fall with thoughts not of your mind and words not of your voice
It seems you act without your heart, did your words mean anything?
They meant so much to me...so much...so much to me
I listened and believed in you
Left to question your motivations I deal with the [bad word] you've left behind
I won't ever allow another mind to redefine what I feel in my heart
It's been so long since I've been able to look you in the eye
I've just forgotten
I watch you fall and I think to myself
Why can't you control you?
It [bad word] to think for yourself
But through it all, I will respect your right to change
As long as you repect yourself

When the actions of those we love contradict their words, the resulting [bad word] deep. The process of healing [bad word] to terms with oneself first.
Change is essential to life. Respecting change requires the deepest patience, [bad word]  communication and respect. The healing process takes
more than just time