I must have been so stupid
I must have been so out of touch
He must have been so clever 
Convincing me that this was really love

Desperate for words
Lost in a maze
It fell apart
I lost my place
It hurt so bad
I cried for days
Time healed all pain
Now I’m okay

How many times can my heart break
Disillusioned by the thought of flawless love
Will I every get there
Or am I drowning in quicksand 
With no relief [bad word] 
I’ll rise from all my sorrow
Let the sun shine on my face
All alone [bad word] Its my solitude I will embrace

I will rise from my sorrow…