Distant memories of pain, keep occupying my brain.
Where do they [bad word] from?
Fade into transparency, this time it won`t be in vain.
Towards oblivion.

Helpless
Senseless,insane
Graceless
Faithless and stained

Seems like the time [bad word] for violence.
To satisfy my lust for pain.

Totally bent out of shape, I`m colliding with the [bad word] 
Disturbance of the peace.
Sick of all your happiness, pathetic, kindhearted fools.
You`ll never understand.

Helpless
Senseless,insane
Graceless
Faithless and stained

Seems like the time [bad word] for violence.
To satisfy my lust for pain.
I guess it`s time to break the silence.
I`ll never be the same again.

This is my confession, can`t you see that my aggressions has turned into an obsession for me.