I'm not the first you sucked down
I drank your pleasure slow
Then stumbled out from your veil
Still [bad word] for you tonight
Choke my faith and stab my pride
And tell myself that
 [bad word] ]
This is the last time
This is the last time
This is the last time now
I'll bleed for you

Preservation or predation 
As I'm reeling I don't know  [bad word] I spill out of your hand 
I want to fall 
And you see it all 
And you'll just laugh when I say 
 [bad word] 

And everything I feel I know you know 
And everything that heals I know you know 
And everything that steals I know you know 
And everything that kills you now 

And tell myself that 
 [bad word]