Some of the ugliest things
Took the longest time to make
And some of the easiest habits
Are the hardest ones to break
And I'm not asking for value
Nor the pain
But I am asking
For a way out of this lie

Cause I can't wait for you
To catch up with me
And I can't live in the past
And drown myself in memories

 [bad word] to nowhere
And finding out where it is
And fixing your problems
And starting over again
Your feeding your ego
With what you can see outside
And you're killing yourself
For not speaking your mind

Cause I can't wait for you
To catch up with me
And I can't live in the past
And drown myself in memories
In memory

I wonder why you make believe
You live your life straight through me
I cannot understand why
You question me and then you lie
I will not justify your ways
I cannot show you an escape
I do not know you any more
I never knew you anyway

Cause I can't wait for you
To catch up with me
And I can't live in the past
And drown myself in memories
Cause I can't wait
And I can't live in the past
And drown myself in memories
In memory
In memory